I failed you between all of these plots and all of this force the tension and trauma and plots and what they did my father and what the did with my family and my love s, and then how the reality started to appear in all of that I failed you as well as your others..

but I started to realise that maybe I cannot really do anything because it was all shallow in what was offer to me and there was no power in any boundaries that I imagined

you were used